Posted on Wednesday, August 15, 2007 at 11:52 AM
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I'm feeling so BORED!! Dont know why whole of yesterday simply no mood at all, sick of everything & everyone. Even during dinner time I just didnt know what to eat. Zhonghan even find that I'm not my usual self as I was real quiet, guess that I just dont like it when they start gossiping behind people's back.

In the end met up with Step at my office area to accompany her for dinner 1st before heading down to Bishan Park for a drink. Here's part of the conversation we discussed over there,

Step: Actually guys are the ones more difficult to understand, not we gals.

Me: Yeah, we gals whatever feelings show out immediately.

Step: But guys whatever unhappiness just bottled down till 1 day they cant take it, then suddenly one shot throw out at us.

Me: Ya, we will then get a shock of our life, and the arguments usually turn out very ugly. Just dont understand why cant they that very moment unhappy just say it out nicely.

Step: Guys find us difficult to understand cause we can one moment happy one moment upset

Me: Well, that's because we are true to our feelings rather than bottled down and one shot throw it back at them, and make others cant take it.

Step: I still see u smile but it's no longer the smile that u used to have, not that naive smile anymore. It's a smile that u force yourself to entertain people.

Me: Really? I wish I could find that me again..